follow your heart

You told me how proud you were but I walked away. You helped my through four years of my life and now IM OUT. Sudden and cold. You matter, that’s why I still wear the ring. If I die..I want to be wearing it so you’ll know I never stopped loving you. I would do anything to have just one more chance to look into your eyes and have you looking back at mine. You lost me…//I lost you. This scare..this lose for you is the best thing to happen to you. Why? Because this painful heartbreak is the core of your next relationship. Your welcome. Now you will know what a real woman expects out of a real relationship. You are now working on the requirements which is great because you have the boyfriend part down. Mistakes, forgave them. Love, we had. Where am I now?

The pain you feel now is going to be love for someone else. 

- Cindy Pompa

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Now that I’ve lived without you. I know I CAN. That’s all I needed, is to know I will never depend on any one person for a lifetime. True love never dies. We shall see about that. Im going to go to medical school in Guadalajara. It’s what is going to secure my future whether I find someone who loves me for me or not. I’ll only depend on me and no one else. I hate that you hate me now but I guess its the only way for you to move on. I wish we could be friends right now but I know its not possible right away, I just hope one day you will be in my life again as a friend… Im sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn’t do. This time Im 15mins away from having to be at work but I cant get off tumblr/youtube because all I want to do is:have you.

It’s not that Im lonely, this time. Its not that I miss being in a relationship, this time.

THIS TIME ITS YOU.

P.S. ilovejuiceyoutoo and NO, I will never forget about our love.